out of no where

silently waiting for the one who wouldn't appear anymore.
what's the purpose of waiting then?
idk
but just can't get this out no matter how.
why it is so hard.
thought will be able to get over this
but somehow still coming back to me occasionally.
why do people keep waiting even they know it's impossible.

ughhh. hate this feeling.
just need to get this out here.
please just leave me.
now.
don't bother me.
i don't need u.
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i guess.